This is the first day of my life

I love the fellas. I love dragging Erin to fort calgary. I love Ben and his thousands of hugs. I love Michael and his embarassing cheers. I love musical theatre. I love that I made field hockey. I love Melissa Papp. I love Jessicas cover of tik tok. I love Davids man cleavage in my face just kidding,that grossed me out. I love my Petrolia boys. I love hot michael (haha). I love being on spring break. I love feeling good about myself. I love being content with the way things are. I love Erin Evoy for reading my blog. I love stealing ideas from her. I love trying to get a perfect picture. I love life.

he said bye bye, bye to all of the noise

Spring break could not have come at a better time. Life is superb right now but I need a breath. And I never need space. Like ever. But right NOW I feel smothered and I really just can't wait to breath in the ocean air, and when I return, I will love everyone again. =)

Don't let yourself fall down

SO. TODAY. We were doing a voice workshop in musical theatre and we talked about impulses. And I was thinking, wouldn't the world be so much more fun if we didn't have to suppress hundreds, maybe even thousands of impulses a day? Don't you wish we could SCREAM when we wanted to, laugh when we wanted to, do a spin when we wanted to. Let EVERYTHING GO at any given moment, for any reason at all. Wouldn't it be nice if everyone just said "that hurt my feelings" when someones being a bitch, if we were all a little more honest we would have so many less problems. And people wouldn't be judged for what they did, but who they really are inside.Which brings me to good old english class when we were reading an essay about some guy who says the inner man doesn't exist and that you are ONLY defined by the way you behave and your motives and feeling just don't count.They're not there just because noone else can see them. Everyones a little bit crazy.Everyones a little fucked up. And Amelia and Erin and I decided that as long as you realize you and everyone else is a little fucked up, then you're good to go. But if you DON'T, then thats when you're really in trouble. Why can't we just let go? Chill. That would be my perfect world.

Hi boy =)

Hi there =)

Thankyou for being such a good friend. I am so incredibly happy we met =) I love doing lunch with you. And watching disney shows. And planning to watch other disney movies. And wearing your clothes. And walking around with no shoes on. And texting about our uncontrollable smiles. And making KD. And eating icecream. And my crazyness rubbing off on you.And you not judging me.And me not judging you. And us being the same person some days. And having stalker grade 10's.And telling you everything I can think of at a particular time. And not having any classes with you. OH NO WAIT I HATE THAT. And laughing.a lot. And comparing Michael Scott to Grayson Owen.And you working your way up to the bulletin board.And 2 blogs.

Bottom line. I love you. Never leave me okay? okay.

oh and by the way. a vote for bob is a vote for bob.

good day.

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Fishtankmotor
roll up the rim
timbits
goodwill shoes
yarn moccasins
techno
crown grocery
Musical Theatre
Jessica Schelly!
Benny P
Anopy and Janes number

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losing roll up the rim
johnny skipping!
interception

Everything happens for a reason?

People kept telling me things would work out and things would change. And I'm so so glad they were right. The whole situation has taught me about who my real friends are and all that jazz. Things are shaping up quite nicely and I'm so glad I've become closer with a couple people, and have become friends with some fantaaaastic people. Like people whos clothes I steal,for example. Or people who I go goodwill shopping with, or people who I am going to support wholeheartedly in their spelling endeavors. Or even people I am going to go on double dates with my invisible boyfriend.
Also, Musical Theatre makes my day. Fridays and Mondays I feel so deprived.I love our cast. All of them. MWAH.

Life is good =)