Thursday, July 15, 2010

The magic 8 ball has a total of 20 possibilities. 10 positive, 5 negative, and 5 neutral.

I think that's good. There's enough things in the world that can crush peoples self esteem and destroy their dreams.In fact, who says anyone has the right to judge anyone. Judging has never gotten anyone anywhere. Being judged is the most terrible feeling and after feeling it (which I'm sure we all have in some way or another) you realize, that as soon as you take just a few steps into someone elses shoes life and people makes a whole lot more sense. Looking at someone elses situation can make it a lot easier to deal with a situation for you, and can let you into their head so you can help them too.

On the other hand,don't judge me because I CAN DO THIS. I know I can, and I don't care what you tell me, I am GOING to meet my goals, and I am GOING to do what I want to do. Nothing is going to hold me back and I'm going to work my ass off to get there.

Sunday, July 11, 2010

I've lip kissed everyone here

Dear Family,

This weekend has been one of the happiest, most love filled weekends of my entire life. I don't know how many hugs, kisses, and I love yous i have given and recieved, not to mention the thousand that were being given to everyone every which way. I feel so blessed to have been raised by such beautiful people inside and out, and it's times like these when I appreciate it the most. It's interesting being the only teenager around because I'm really really in between the adults and the kids but that is exactly where I want to be, because no matter what, I know all of you love me, and i love you all more than you know. I like that I can be rolling around in the grass and running and jumping with the little kids one moment, and being sneaked a drink by one of the uncles or older cousins the next.Um, just kidding mom, that never happens.And honestly all the people you surround yourselves with are the same kind of genuine people, who share the same love we all do.When the thunderstorm started, and we all cuddled up on the couch together I felt like crying because I was so incredibly happy to be with you all, and realized how lucky I really am, and was thinking about all the other family who wasn't there who I love so much. It's not only that I love you because you're family and I am forced to.(haha) but it's that each and every one of you is a genuinely amazing person.Everyone is positive,funny,loving,open,accepting, and generally just fun to be around.It's also neat that the little kids now, do exactly the same things in the summer as I always did- whether it's swimming in the Cuthberts pool, or harassing their older cousin (namely ME) to come play with them and spin them around.I have grown up with all of you and I can honestly say I would not be the person I am today without you all.You have all taught me so many lessons in my life that have built me as a person and that I will never forget. I look up to all of you and in you are all my idols, my heroes, for doing what you do everyday. And for just being you. I love you all so so so much.Thankyou for an amazing weekend,hopefully my heart will not burst with all the love you all stuff into it. You're the best.You're better than the best.

Love your daughter,sister,cousin,neice,and friend,

Katie

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

40*

I want to write a blog.
But it is muchmuch to hot.
We need a good thunderstorm.