Sunday, January 31, 2010

Sally Bowles. My hero.



"That's me, darling...I am a most strange and extraordinary person...Does it really matter so long as you're having fun?"

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Story of my life right now.

You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it
I don't see how you can

You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Since everybody's changing
And I don't know why.


So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same.


You're gone from here
Soon you will disappear
Fading into beautiful light
'cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right.


So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same


So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same.


Ooo...
Everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same.


And it sucks bigtime.

Friday, January 29, 2010

Scotty

I sat beside a super hotty on the plane home today. Like super hot.
And he told me his life story, and told me to stay away from drugs, and told me I was pretty and made my day basically.We talked about love at first sight, and falling in love. He's never had a girlfriend. Did I mention he was super hot? So I was flabbergasted. Also, he had a toothache and he said it was the worst pain he'd ever felt, so I felt like a bitch when I whined that it was cold. hahaha. We listened to his music, and played some tetris. He scored 6 lines in 4 minutes. I almost cried.But anyways he was used to be a super hockey player, and he was in the WHL, but then he started partying too much, and he did some druuuugs and then he quit hockey, and worked in the oil mines for a bit, then him and his buddy made a company and he owns a company now. It was champ. Good flight.

Monday, January 25, 2010

Dear Friend

So a couple blogs back, I was just saying how theres people i hope I get closer to, and friends I hope I don't lose. Thankyou for responding to my plea. It makes it a lot easier that you are going through this too, (even though I am sooo not happy that you are, because it sucks.) But at least we can do it together,and you may even get the upgrade to my bulletin board if we keep this up.
hahaha

Saturday, January 23, 2010

Taking Woodstock


Can we please bring "far out" back?

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Mwah!


I just really love Jake Steven Ronald Klein-Waller, he's kinda my favorite

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

choochoo

I was on the train today, and I was thinking how I haven't seen any weird people on the bus/train lately.And not just weird people, but like UNIQUE PEOPLE. So I was innocently people watching and everyone looked so AVERAGE. I think we chould bring back the uniqeness. And I don't mean fuckin weird American Apparel clothes and poser emos. I mean yourselves. But who am I to talk? I guess I'm pretty guilty myself.

Monday, January 18, 2010

L block please


It's the little things in life I wonder about. Like how many hours of my life have I spent playing tetris, and old school nintendo

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Saturday, January 9, 2010

This is going to be a tough one.

Happy new year!

I'm pretty stoked going into 2010.It's kinda a confusing time right now. I feel like I need to figure out who my true friends are, because I am drifting apart from my best friend. I tried to fix it, but in the end it's too much effort. We're drifting apart for a reason I guess, and maybe we're just not the same people we used to be. As hard as that is to say.I'm excited to start pharmacy tech and semester 2 should bring some new and interesting challenges, and theres lots of things I'm looking forward to. I'm actually kind of nervous, because I do have a lot of friends, but none that are really close. And I don't like that feeling. I want a couple friends to eat lunch with and chill with, and be myself wholeheartedly with. And I try to be myself all the time, but it is oh so hard to not slip into the cookiecutter once in a while, to please certain people. I love all my friends, I just wish I could be closer with some of them. It's going to be tricky,but as life goes on, it's presenting challenges and new exciting things. I just hope those tricky things turn out well, and that the exciting things dominate the scary things, and I can conquer anything.

I've quoted it before and I'll quote it again
"Love yourself first and everything else falls into line."
Lucille Ball