Happy new year!
I'm pretty stoked going into 2010.It's kinda a confusing time right now. I feel like I need to figure out who my true friends are, because I am drifting apart from my best friend. I tried to fix it, but in the end it's too much effort. We're drifting apart for a reason I guess, and maybe we're just not the same people we used to be. As hard as that is to say.I'm excited to start pharmacy tech and semester 2 should bring some new and interesting challenges, and theres lots of things I'm looking forward to. I'm actually kind of nervous, because I do have a lot of friends, but none that are really close. And I don't like that feeling. I want a couple friends to eat lunch with and chill with, and be myself wholeheartedly with. And I try to be myself all the time, but it is oh so hard to not slip into the cookiecutter once in a while, to please certain people. I love all my friends, I just wish I could be closer with some of them. It's going to be tricky,but as life goes on, it's presenting challenges and new exciting things. I just hope those tricky things turn out well, and that the exciting things dominate the scary things, and I can conquer anything.
I've quoted it before and I'll quote it again
"Love yourself first and everything else falls into line."
Lucille Ball
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