Saturday, May 22, 2010
New music new music first kisses first kisses
I expected this weekend was going to be boring. But the first day already has proved me wrong. If I sit around on the couch for the rest of the weekend, I will be satisfied. But it's okay, because I get to see the lovely Evoy today, so I know it will be good.I'm just so excited that even though I still kind of hate people and I think everyone is super stupid, I'm so happy with things right now. It's warm, school is almost finished, and I get to se my bros tonight!So here comes the profound start followed by more classic rambling. I think I've finally come to peace with the fact that everybody's changing. I was so upset because I fought it for so long and I didn't want anything to change, but I think it's just that the transition period is the hardest. You want so hard to stick with the old framiliar things, and you don't realize that the new things can be just as, or more exciting.But change is a good thing. I feel like I'm happy with who I am. And even if other people don't like it, I know that I'm me and it's a hell of a lot easier than not liking myself. And I think, even though I'm still scared of some things in the future, I might as well just live in the moment because now I know, that even when things get not so awesome, theres still so many amazing things. The sky is still blue, we still have music, we still have family we still have sunshine and there is SO SO many little things to appreciate. Like finding a new song that makes your heart flutter or having your first kiss with someone that you've waited for for so long. Life is beautiful and so are you. Everyday I plan to be happier than a bird with a french fry, and if I'm not, I'll stop and breath until I am.
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sooo ummmm
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ahaha remember nick from last year? the gr 12? =P
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