sin^2(x)+cos^2(x)=1

I'm so content with life right now. Though my basement is much too cold, things seem to be going my way mostly. Sure I'm stressed as fuck, math is just a little too hard and I have to write about a thousand essays a week. But I'm happy. I've seen she who shall not be named so much lately, and it doesn't make me sad anymore when she ignores me, because I know I'm the bigger person. She'll have noone left to care for her eventually, and then I will pray that she becomes sane again. Maybe eventually she'll feel as bad as I did.

I'm happy that I have somewhere to go at lunch, and I don't have to rely on you anymore for that.That being said, I very much like doing lunch with you. Or anything else really.I also like that you are the kind of friend that understands what I don't say just as much (actually probably more) than what I do say.Yet another thing she couldn't do.



I used to always look at my little mantra, so it would make me happier, and cheer me up. And I get so so excited when I see it, and I don't need it. Because I am already happier than a bird with a frenchfry, i don't need that reminder. Now, it's more like a memory to spark that knowledge that I can be happy without her, without it, and with everything new I have.I knew things would look up. Because everything will always be okay in the end. And if it's not, it's not the end. Right?