Where is your head Katherine?

The only way I can describe this is strong feelings.
Confused strong feelings.
The excitement of going to university next year was taking over the sadness of what we're leaving behind. And was masking the fears, and apprehension that I have about leaving. But suddenly the tables turned. And all those bad feelings came at once. And a wave of sickness, physical sickness washed over me. And It was something I couldn't shake. But I've cried it out. And I've talked it over a little bit. And I'm going to be okay. Because I have plenty of people who love me. And I know that whenever I need it I'll have my little cousins smiling faces so near by to make me feel better. We're moving forward. And forward is a good direction. If its going to be scary, its going to be new mistakes we learn from, not the same old things. It feels good to feel good. And I want to keep feeling good. I can't ignore this like I have been. I need to face my fears, acknowledge my apprehension, all so I can calm my nerves. I can do this. I will be okay.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_5AtkOF8wTQ&feature=player_embedded#at=80
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