Bittersweet

I can't even describe the mix of emotions i have going on in my head and my heart right now. I'm so sad that 3 people I love so much have left me this year to go to uni,so I've lost some of that comfort and I haven't even gone anywhere. And that leaves me being scared and apprehensive for this year. I know a lot of things changed last year and I'm hoping -with all my heart and soul- that those things won't carry into this year. I hope the time apart this summer has made some closure for everything, and opened new doors for great things to happen. I'm also really excited to see what this year has in store. I can feel already that it's going to be a wild one. And I'm pretty sure thats a good thing...I think. It's also just all very crazy that we're graduating this year. Everything we've worked for in our entire lives basically leads to this year. Leads to grad. We have seen this year in the distance for years and years and it is bitter sweet to have it all come to an end. Basically everything we know will change next year and that is so exciting and terrifying. But really, theres so much more to come and it's crazy that this whole phase of our lives, from kindergarten until now will all be a memory in a matter of a year. So far, our entire lives have been in school, but after this, the rest of our life will be so different and this part of our life which is now our entire lives, will just be a fraction of it. Isn't that bizarre? I think it's so bizarre. Anyways, I'm excited for this year, and for being the graduating class of 2011.